Aberrant Strain - 2

Things are very swishy at the moment. I just got done looking up gay bears on facebook and it all seemed like a pretend world for fat dudes to feel safe, honestly it grossed me out. I'm already fat and already gay enough, I hope I don't turn into a freak on the internet putting my fat stomach up so jerks can fap to it. This reminds me of a story, that one story, about the time I pretended to be a girl with no pictures and no nothing and this dude went on his webcam and masturbated for me and then ate his semen; yeah I watched the whole thing... I'm a weirdo. I also did a lot of drugs at the time and did not care about anything. He eventually found out because I stopped responding to him, he left me a message saying that he knew I wasn't who I was saying I was and that he still thought it was time well spent or something. I wonder how many other pretend/real girls he jerked off too online.

Now that I got that off my chest, I'll have to say that I'm moving and it's a busy weekend coming up. From Chino to Fontana, everyone calls it Fontucky for some reason. I think it's because of how it looks like combined with the windy aspect to the neighborhood... but I don't think most people I know have ever been to Kentucky so I don't think they know what they are talking about. My room is downsized to more than half maybe? It's going to suck, but what can you do? I'm going to try to make the most of it I think. The backyard is huge, too huge, but I don't like going outside at all so it's not like I'm going to be enjoying that.

When I get adjusted, I don't know what I'll have for you guys to listen too/enjoy. I guess that's why I have those blogs on the side panel there. My recent favorite happens to be: http://consumerblues.blogspot.com/; so go over there and give that site a go. Okay I guess that's it for now.